November 22, 1963
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – As for the eyelash pulling, it was just another way of relieving an itch. It is called Trichotillomania. It never was noticed because I just pulled out a few eye lashes at one time. I actually got compliments from people saying that I had such "nice, long eyelashes" when they grew back. I still suffer from Trichotillomania. My hair is so short now that I can’t pull it out but I still pull my eyelashes and eyebrows. I don’t do it enough that others notice it. Lately I haven’t been doing so great and wished my hair wasn’t so short. For those who know firsthand, pulling your own hair can give so much comfort. Two Dr. visits ago I showed him my hand where there were a series of bite marks I had done while in the waiting room. Hard enough to make marks that last for hours, but not drawing blood. I can’t describe how good the pain feels. Focusing on the pain allows a persons anxiety and other bad/ruminating thoughts to sit in the background for a little while. So in pain there is peace. Tony… about ready to chew my fucking arm off. I need to escape somehow before I crumble. — The charter is available at:http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
Tony, FYI, I just wanted to let you and the others know this. Information that you place on the internet is not always as private as you would like it to be. I belong to a different google group where I have posted some sensitive personal information regarding anxiety and some other disorders. There is a person who frequents the group who is very distructive and Obsessive Compulsive who knows how to attach your posts to your personal name. She then lists this so that when your name is googled, there is a bunch of junk that she posted that is your personal information. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to know how to find my first and last name. Several months ago, a woman who I was going to date googled my name and there was a bunch of private stuff that I had posted on another site. There is some information that I would not have shared until I would have gotten to know her. We are fortunate that we have some good people protecting your interests and the interests of this group. — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – As for the eyelash pulling, it was just another way of relieving an itch. It is called Trichotillomania. It never was noticed because I just pulled out a few eye lashes at one time. I actually got compliments from people saying that I had such "nice, long eyelashes" when they grew back. I still suffer from Trichotillomania. My hair is so short now that I can’t pull it out but I still pull my eyelashes and eyebrows. I don’t do it enough that others notice it. Lately I haven’t been doing so great and wished my hair wasn’t so short. For those who know firsthand, pulling your own hair can give so much comfort. Two Dr. visits ago I showed him my hand where there were a series of bite marks I had done while in the waiting room. Hard enough to make marks that last for hours, but not drawing blood. I can’t describe how good the pain feels. Focusing on the pain allows a persons anxiety and other bad/ruminating thoughts to sit in the background for a little while. So in pain there is peace. Tony… about ready to chew my fucking arm off. I need to escape somehow before I crumble. — The charter is available at:http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
I remarked once to a woman who had a extruded bite mark on her knuckle where she was biteing her knuckle – it looked like a large wart. I remember one guy in third grade who had Trichotillomania. He had a hugh patch of hair that he had pulled out in the front of his scalp. I still have a third grade picture that shows him with a brush cut and a large bald spot. There is an interesting book called "Tourette Syndrome and Human Behavior" by Dr. David Cummings that shows pictures of everything that I described in this thread. There are people who have some serious bite marks on the inside of their cheeks. This is something that a dentist will notice. all again for stress relief. — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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I just recently watched a movie that was supposed to be released at the end of 1963. It was the Manchurian Candidate. It involved the assination of a Senator McCarthy clone who was going to take over the U.S. government. The movie was so controvesial that it was not released until some time after the assination of John F Kennedy. It was right about this time on this date 44 years ago, that I heard JFK was assasinated. I was just entering my 8th grade English class. Someone announced that our president had been shot. At this time in my life, I had some serious anxiety/ocd issues. I was cutting on my arms and pulling out my eyelashes. I was being tormented a lot by my classmates and I did not know how to deal with it. I thought that it was wierd behavior until I understood the background of my issues. I now know that there are names and psychological roots for this type of behavior. — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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Hello Fred, It was right about this time on this date 44 years ago, that I heard JFK was assasinated. I was just entering my 8th grade English class. Someone announced that our president had been shot. At this time in my life, I had some serious anxiety/ocd issues. I was cutting on my arms and pulling out my eyelashes. I was being tormented a lot by my classmates and I did not know how to deal with it. I thought that it was wierd behavior until I understood the background of my issues. I now know that there are names and psychological roots for this type of behavior.
Wow! Did it make the cutting and things worse? In my junior and senior years of high school I had severe OCD, and I got some teasing from my classmates, not too bad. I had a therapist but he was a jerk who had bad problems himself. I was in 6th grade at the time of JFK’s assassination. At lunch someone said he might have died. Later on that afternoon, the principal came in and told us all what had happened. Our teacher, a black woman, started crying. That’s something that everyone of our generation remembers, just as my parents’ generation remembered Pearl Harbor, and everyone alive now remembers 9/11. Dennis — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hello Fred, It was right about this time on this date 44 years ago, that I heard JFK was assasinated. I was just entering my 8th grade English class. Someone announced that our president had been shot. At this time in my life, I had some serious anxiety/ocd issues. I was cutting on my arms and pulling out my eyelashes. I was being tormented a lot by my classmates and I did not know how to deal with it. I thought that it was wierd behavior until I understood the background of my issues. I now know that there are names and psychological roots for this type of behavior. Wow! Did it make the cutting and things worse? In my junior and senior years of high school I had severe OCD, and I got some teasing from my classmates, not too bad. I had a therapist but he was a jerk who had bad problems himself. I was in 6th grade at the time of JFK’s assassination. At lunch someone said he might have died. Later on that afternoon, the principal came in and told us all what had happened. Our teacher, a black woman, started crying. That’s something that everyone of our generation remembers, just as my parents’ generation remembered Pearl Harbor, and everyone alive now remembers 9/11. Dennis — The charter is available at:http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
Actually, Kennedy’s shooting did not make my cutting worse. There are actually two types of cutting. One is the deep cutting that makes scars. The other is where you cut just slightly under the skin and the cuts look almost like cat scratches. Mine was the later. I didn’t relize that any other people had this problem until I saw pictures in a book. I have seen a woman who did the heavy cutting and she had some deep scars. My sensation was like I was relieving an itch. Someone with the deep cuts is trying to divert deep pain – usually from molestation. My scratches have long healed and you cannot see any marks on my arms. I was relieving an itch that was caused from anxiety and it was just a phase in my life. I think that it came from the transition from grade school to junior high. Unfortunatly, people pick up on OCD and anxiety and unfortunatly make it worse. As for the eyelash pulling, it was just another way of relieving an itch. It is called Trichotillomania. It never was noticed because I just pulled out a few eye lashes at one time. I actually got compliments from people saying that I had such "nice, long eyelashes" when they grew back. — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm
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As for the eyelash pulling, it was just another way of relieving an itch. It is called Trichotillomania. It never was noticed because I just pulled out a few eye lashes at one time. I actually got compliments from people saying that I had such "nice, long eyelashes" when they grew back.
I still suffer from Trichotillomania. My hair is so short now that I can’t pull it out but I still pull my eyelashes and eyebrows. I don’t do it enough that others notice it. Lately I haven’t been doing so great and wished my hair wasn’t so short. For those who know firsthand, pulling your own hair can give so much comfort. Two Dr. visits ago I showed him my hand where there were a series of bite marks I had done while in the waiting room. Hard enough to make marks that last for hours, but not drawing blood. I can’t describe how good the pain feels. Focusing on the pain allows a persons anxiety and other bad/ruminating thoughts to sit in the background for a little while. So in pain there is peace. Tony… about ready to chew my fucking arm off. I need to escape somehow before I crumble. — The charter is available at: http://readystump.algebra.com/~asapm